I don't have the answers yet, but I have learned enough to be dangerous, and ask better questions..

I just remembered a dream I had last night. The images flooded back only now - I know where my urge to coalesce myself and get ready for a new beginning came from.

I dreamed I had a new baby girl. In the dream, she just came to me, and I was holding her in my arms. She was beautiful, so blond, and luminously green-eyed - the same eyes my real-life daughter has now. You know, I Freudian-slipped 'luminous' for 'lunimous' there originally - was I thinking of the moon? It rules Pisces, and I dreamed this girl was a Pisces, like my daughter. Did I see the moon in this child?

I was holding her, and telling her I loved her so much. In my dream she was about 2, but ageless at the same time.

There is something about the Piscean and Taurean personalities that awaken my sensuality, and bring out the bard in me. Interacting with these individuals causes me to deepen myself, and open to a more magical way of seeing and being in life.

And both are often loaded with a double-dose of romantic tendencies, which always attracts me!

I was worried about how to keep her safe in the dream, this new dream-child. How to hold her close, yet let her have room to grow? How to nurture her, and let her true radiance shine into the world?

I forgot this dream, on awakening. But my real-life child opened her eyes a short time ago, and as she trotted out of bed to get ready for school, I remembered those eyes, and saw that dream child again.

I have studied dreams and psychology long enough to know this is not about having a real baby, but is a signal that it is time for me to give birth to some creative project. Some part of my soul is trying to manifest itself in a material way. A creative dream child of mine is ready to be born.

Well so be it.

Let me 'clean the nest' here and get ready for her to make her way in the world.